I am Going into Serious Meltdown mode................
I sit on my bathroom floor at quarter to Eleven
Panic Attack sets in after my Warm shower
As i listen on Western Ave to the Ambulance go by
I welcome Joy
because i am not the one in it.
My heart is Dying
My lungs collapsing
My Heart Racing
Not one word can save me now
My mind goes blank
for every thought that fires my Attack
is You
I need to Erase this
Erase the You
Im so sorry Sir,
I can not do this anymore
Please
Save me from all this Pain
Deep Breath sets in
Releases the Anger
Release the Pain
Release the Fear
Release
comes tears.............
All or nothing
