Truth Lies In the Eyes of the Beholder

There is Always Truth in a Lie.

I extend the Truth because I want them to be Lies.

Truth Is?- I am Fuckin done with all this.

Fuck. I'm Really Not... And the Story continues.......



The Next Night
The Black Dress was a Success. Not the Success i was Hoping for, but it Did me Justice. The Heels though? Damn, those Heels. They Make or Break it and they definitely Made it.

So, the Shy, Relentless One called: Date number Two. Was he looking to please himself more in my presence or was he looking to astound me with his mannerisms and chivalry?
No Dinner this Time. Straight to it. I informed him before he came over, so He not judge me, that i was looking to Fill a Void. A Void that I take and still take quite seriously. He called....He was intrigued. "Let me tell you something , my friend. We are all animals, correct? The body aches. The body needs to Digest Whole what it really needs. We are only Human Animals trying to find some acceptance in this world by fulfilling our utmost desires.Its only Human Nature, correct?"He agreed and understood what i was Looking for and When i wanted it. He maneuvered His schedule and came over the next night.

I lay with my head in his lap enjoying the clean smell of manliness that wafted from his sweat pants. I wanted to taste him, needed to feel him swell between my lips, needed to hear him moan in satisfaction as he raised his hips to meet my mouth. I licked my lips as I thought of how it felt when he exploded in waves in my mouth as I struggled to swallow all that he could produce. I adored him for that Single Moment and yearned for him. I couldn't take it anymore I throbbed with want for him. I needed him inside of me. I slid my body up his, my lips touching his in a kiss filled with lust. I moaned in anticipation of the pleasure I was to receive. He raked his fingernails up my ass cheeks and I inhaled deeply.My mind exploded at the pleasure of him filling me completely. He wrapped his arms around me and pounded sending me over the edge. I moaned his name as he whispered in my ear telling me to cum for him. I slumped against his chest heaving sighs of satisfaction.


The Night Was over and Done...As Was I.
There wouldnt be a Second Time. I'Promised Him this before He Left. He seemed Upset...

I Left The Door Open Again That Night.... You Should Have Been There....

For Her...My Dear

I'm not a stranger
No, I am yours
With crippled anger
And tears that still drip sore

A fragile frame aged
With misery
And when our eyes meet
I know you see

I do not want to be afraid
I do not want to die inside just to breathe in
I'm tired of feeling so numb
Relief exists I find it when
I am "cut"

I may seem crazy
Or painfully shy
And these scars wouldn't be so hidden
If you would just look me in the eye
I feel alone here and cold here
Though I don't want to die
But the only anesthetic that makes me feel anything kills inside

{Your Pain}

I am not alone

My tears still drip