I am Sad. I am in a Position that I can not maneuver myself out of. My Mind is Bent and Broken. I beg you for mercy. You don't know how strong my weakness is. So I let you in knowing tomorrow you will do it all Over Again. I am throwing you Pitches and you Catch. Why can't you throw back to me? Step out of the Way if you are just tempting my skills. I sit here in the Rain and I think of you. I think of the possibilities. I know we have had our moments but the Trust is missing. The Touch is Missing. How i Long to feel your Touch. I know you think of touching me... Its way past the point of No Return, isn't it?. The Thunder always comes before the lightening. Doesn't it? Have you ever hated yourself for staring at the phone. I feel like I have waited my Whole Life for the ring to prove I am not Alone. I am wanting to invite this Stranger to come Inside. The Breath before the Kiss. I Wonder. Our Lips would never Part. Our Body's would never Part. It Makes me Wonder even More. Hold your Breath because it Will Never get Better then that one Night.

When the one you Love's in love with someone else it worse then any torture. No matter how I try to convince myself this time I won't lose control. But who am i Joking. One look in your eyes and i know suddenly my heart can't tell you no again. I don't want you to call me up anymore saying you need me. You're crazy if you think just half your love could ever please me. Still I want to hold you, touch you. There's only one solution. A solution i have yet to Find. You can not break me. This heart will not be Broken. Ever. As of Now, You have nothing to offer me except for unpleasant occurrences when I am alone that leave me feeling guilty afterwards. When I am alone in thought with my actions.

All i will do is watch you leave. I am not ready to share my Tears. My Heart was Born Broken; along with My Crippled Heart. My Life revolves Against All Odds. Lets Make it even...... There is so much we could say to each other. Words are Lost Moments in Time. Reflection in Person is where we are; yet not. We are never going to Be. To wait for you is all I can do. I am so Fucking tired of Waiting. I will still be standing here when you decide to put your book down, put your Life on Hold. Life is about Chances. Life is all about Waiting. How Long can You wait?

My Explanation:

Together we are apart. This City brought us Together. Its nothing beyond that. We both walk alone on these streets Wondering. We live in this city not built on Sorrow and Fear but built on Chance and Intuition. We are only Human. We are beyond others. We find reflection in the Internal and not so much yet the External. We are hopelessly tuned into the being. Being who we are without any hidden agendas. We are just Us. The City we live in makes us who we are. Who we will forever Be. That will never Change. The External World will not Change us for we are already who we are meant to be.

This Will Continue..... in Due time. All we have is Time.

I just got excited.....disappointed? I can take it back