Sunday, July 25, 2010

Is it in your nature to judge a Book before you read it based on its Outer Cover? Are we managed only by what we present ourselves as then what we imagine ourselves as? Actions speak your Words. The Words you speak have no meaning to me. Yet, the words you Write not only Trouble Me, they inspire Me.




I live a Life of imaginary possibilities. I live my Life in the Past under the same Moon as You.. I may undoubtedly blame my voyeurism's on my craving for a good Red Wine. But judge me? I think not. I paint my nails Red, Black and Blue not for you. I just use your opinion as my Motivation. A Drink and a Song =Sex? No, No. You make me Laugh. My Mother always Said: "If you Want to Fuck, then Ask To Fuck..." There is much Work to be Done. The World holds endless possibilities and I am just One looking for the End of the Line. I do know if it does not exist, as You do Not, but I will continue to search for it.




I have Mismanaged Technology and all that it can offer me in the past few months and the World looks down upon me for it. I have used my fingers for obscene causalities. Pardon my Send. I use my Voice to Lure. Ah, Kimberly, you displease me. I have Hurt others only to Cover up my Hurt. I am Still Hurt. No need to Apologize. I keep Pushing and Pushing and Pushing: past Vomiting. Where did i go Wrong? This Summer has turned me into not Me. Its time for an End.




I'll still Smoke my Wine and Drink my Smokes. I'll still Press Delete and then Send. I'll still Leave My Bedroom Door Open at Night. Oh, but once Again.....





And Again I have Been Fooled.
And Again I Have Been Fooled.
And Again I Have Been Fooled.
And Again I have been fooled.





Tonight, is the Coming of a Full Moon. A New Moon. New Beginnings. Our summer is slowly coming to an End. The Year Will be Over soon and there will be nothing more left of this one. I will not look back. Will you?














Maybe I Should have Told the Truth from the Beginning.....