Untitled: #4 For you....

I swallowed all your pain,
couldn’t carry on much longer
I let you run away from me,
but I still hope that you
recognize my face through all this madness.

Life suicide machine.
I know everything’s got an ending
But what’s that mean for me?

I don’t wanna know anything about your life
Well,   I guess that’s all a lie
Cause I love to hear you're peaceful
Though it tears me up inside

Night falls again out on my pier.
The yellow stars are crying.
For this high energy
A reminder of just what it is that I need to feel alive
Do you remember how it feels?
Remember anything at all, when sorry is not allowed?

He says,  I’m lonely
And he crawls beneath me
But one thing’s always there
That one thing’s always me.

I need a better day:

Something far from the jealousy
With the blue sky and the taste of life
The silence pounding in until I’m full.
And the ghost I leave behind me, will remind you of a different time when everything seemed real.

As I pick up all these pieces
I’m crossing all my fingers love
Nothing is ever the same
it’s so hard just to fit it all
I’d give anything for another chance
On another day and another time
But for now I pray for rain.

I can’t imagine what it’s like
To imagine how you are
Do you go to sleep? Do you dream out loud? Do you cry at night?


I need a better day

Alone in One room

I've Left Myself Begging for More......

I sit here and I am enticed.

Longing for that Smell

that hand.

My fragrance sends bursts throughout every which way

I'm gently easing into a coma of eroticism.

What's Next?

Pray, Pray, Pray

Where is that Hell in your eyes been?

Where has that Hand been that ever so gently cups my flavor?

Those Lips?

Have they Sloan down?

Leather

Lace

and all the above

Digging my nails down your back

Cover my mouth so no one hears.

This is our place.

Our time

No ordinary men need apply
My throat is Dry,
lets fix this, ever so not gently

No Longer Lost, am I

Just Waiting...

Patience

No Longer an assmat

Confidence

Stellar pride

Test me once, my fault

Test me twice, shame on you.......

Life........

If there is a big decision on your plate, take your emotions out of the equation.



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Elbow your way to the front of the line and make sure that you get what's coming to you. That might not come naturally to you, but it is absolutely vital you do so right now.


I was planning on writing a theme based on Death.
Instead I'm going the opposite direction.
Life.

What a waste i have made.
I'd like to tap my past on the shoulder and give it
a big
Fuck You
How dare you

What time i have wasted on impurity
on Love for things that never will exist.
Ive forgotten whats most important.
Me

Not being selfish,
being real.

Your lies of deceit and corruption
do not please me nor make me
Happy.
Why must we lie?
The truth is better.
You only have once chance to tell the Truth.
Why cover it up with a Lie?

When those close to us die we feel
angry
sad
betrayed
Stop being Selfish
You cant have someone Forever
Everything Happens For a Reason
Even Him
Even You
Move on
Find better
You deserve it

You deserve what they wanted for you before they passed

You deserve,
Love,
Peace,
Endurance,
Stamina please,
Resistance,
Gratitude,
Perseverance.

No need to find it,
its not Hidden.
Its starring at you,
dead in the eye.
Alive and Kicking.

Find your Home,
because your Home will not come looking for you.
Be brave,
blunt, honest.
Live each till its Last.
No need for destructive individuals that stereotype
others
They need to stereotype themselves.
Live your life in a Box, and that Box will
destroy you.
When your find your Path,
your Heat,
your Passion,
follow it.
It will NEVER again settle for you, except for in
the moment.

Ah, the
moment.
Embrace it.
Learn to accept what is true,
what is suppose to be.
Stop trying to change things not in
your control.
Learn this, she said from her death bed,
and Forever,
Smile.

Carry your Smile when you face Death.
Impose Jealousy for the one who takes you
away from this
World.

Untitled #3

Barcelona





I've been led on

To think that we've been

Trying for too long.

Every time we drift

We're forcing what is wrong.

At last that voice is gone.



Please take your time

But you've got to know that

I am taking sight.

Oh, you look good

with your patient face and wandering eye

Don't hold this war inside.



Come back when you can.

Let go, you'll understand.

You've done nothing at all to make me want you less.



You left your home


You're so far from


Everything you know


Your big dream is


Crashing down and out your door.


Wake up and dream once more.



Come back, I'll help you stand.

Let go and hold my hand.

If all you wanted was me, I'd give you nothing less.

are

let's pretend that we have colds and lie in bed and wear our robes around the house. reading basement books of old and dusty words of stories told about somewhere else.  no one else can see the seams that saw the air into our dreams when we are young because.  we are.  oh,  i can't take your  breath away but i'll show you a brand new way with brand new love.  i can't mend your wounded heart but i'll give you a brand new start.  let's pretend we never lie and tell our truths and then let's cry real tears this time.  we'll stain our lips with the colour of wine and then we kiss and everything is fine again. it's cold outside but we are warm inside each other we are born. oh jesus christ. we are

Without Women...

Today a daughter and a princess

Tomorrow a mother or a mistress



Up! Up! Up! Women

Stop! Stop! Stop! Women

Perhaps true, perhaps true



Women are amazing creatures

Moulded with dazzling features

Women are an object of mystery

Have their own place in history



Women are great

They make the best dates

Except when they turn up very late



Without women

What will become of us?

No more noises on the bus

No one to make all the fuss



Without women

What will become of men?

Who will teach them,

How to behave and learn?



Women are the spicy ingredient of romance

Women are the juicy parent of importance

Women are a heavenly treasure

The epitome of human pleasure


Without women

Would this earth have survived?



Without women

Imagine how many will feel deprived



Women are simply delicious

Beware they can be serious

Especially when suspicious

And turn to Mrs Vicious



Women are priceless

Without women

Life will be without spice

Simply lifeless

Woman

Pretty women wonder where my secret lies.


I'm not cute or built to suit a fashion model's size

But when I start to tell them,

They think I'm telling lies.

I say,

It's in the reach of my arms

The span of my hips,

The stride of my step,

The curl of my lips.

I'm a woman

Phenomenally.

Phenomenal woman,

That's me.



I walk into a room

Just as cool as you please,

And to a man,

The fellows stand or

Fall down on their knees.

Then they swarm around me,

A hive of honey bees.

I say,

It's the fire in my eyes,

And the flash of my teeth,

The swing in my waist,

And the joy in my feet.

I'm a woman

Phenomenally.

Phenomenal woman,

That's me.



Men themselves have wondered

What they see in me.

They try so much

But they can't touch

My inner mystery.

When I try to show them

They say they still can't see.

I say,

It's in the arch of my back,

The sun of my smile,

The ride of my breasts,

The grace of my style.

I'm a woman


Now you understand

Just why my head's not bowed.

I don't shout or jump about

Or have to talk real loud.

When you see me passing

It ought to make you proud.

I say,

It's in the click of my heels,

The bend of my hair,

the palm of my hand,

The need of my care,

'Cause I'm a woman