Thursday, June 24, 2010

I Want......

I promise I wont take up too much room.
Can I touch your face?
You are the reason I do not sleep.
Sleep is coming. Yet not soon enough.
You are the Mystery in my Life that I have been searching for.
You are the Void in My Space.
What are you made of?
Stop waiting. Stop Watching.
What are you afraid of?
What am I afraid of?
You.
I am more than Art.
I am more then a Touch.
I am more than a Lady.
I want your Skin to be my hiding place. Fuck, I won't take up too much room.
I want so much More.
I want all the things we are afraid of.
I want Lust
I want Passion.
I want Heat.
I want Respect.
I want Compassion
I want Sorrow.
I want Laughter.
I want the Skies above that are Blue.
I want to be Wrapped up in Clover.
I want Dreams to Come True.
I want everlasting Life.
I want to be Found.
I want a Thrill.
I want to be Bent.
I want the Spell to be Cast.
I want to be in Heaven.
I want to stop Daydreaming.
I want to have a Nice Day.
I Don't want to Keep Living in a Hospital.
I want to write a Memory with You.
I want you to Find me.
I want to Stop Making-Believe.
I want to Never Stop.
I want to be True.
I want the Truth.
I want to Fade Away in You.
I want to Make Sure You are Alright.
I want to Read with You.
I want to give you Mine.
I want to Give You Me.
I want to hear you Scream.
I want to Smile at 2am.
I want to Sleep one night through without Pain.
I want to Drink You.
I want to Taste You.
I want to Tear You Apart.
I want to Follow Through.
I want to Smile More.
I want To Stop Looking.
I want My Life Back.
I don't want to Die.
I want My Health Back.
I want to Wake Up Tomorrow.
I want to Stop being Misplaced.
I want to Stop Getting Lost in Misery.
I want you to Touch Me.
I want to stop wondering what Your Hands would feel Like.
I want to stop thinking about the Scratches I would Leave on your Back.
I want to Live Today Likes its My Last.
I don't want to end up like my Parents.
I want to Stop Writing in the Bathtub.
I want to go to the Beach and not be stared at.
I want to Roam Naked.
I want to Throw my Phone threw Your Wall.
I want YOU to Follow through.
I want to Stop pretending I care.
I want to See you.
I want to write a Story about You.
I want people to see Me for What I am and not for What They Want Me To Be.
I want to Meet You.
I want to mend Your Wounded Heart.
I want a brand New Love.
I want To be Carried Away.
I want to Pretend.
I want To Play In The Rain.
I want To Stain My Lips With Your Poison.
I want To Be inside You.
I want To Take Your Breath Away.
I want a Brand New Lie.
I want someone to Mend Me.
I want To Stop Wanting
I Want Your Needs
I Want To Need.......................

(My heart cries for you)
(Sighs for you, dies for you)
(And my arms long for you)
Even if it Leads Nowhere

Last night I had the strangest dream
I'd ever dreamed before
I dreamed the world had all agreed
To put an end to our war

I dreamed I saw a mighty room
Filled with women and men
And the paper they were signing said
They'd never fight again

And when the paper was all signed
And a million copies made
They all joined hands and bowed their heads
And grateful pray'rs were prayed

And the people in the streets below
Were dancing 'round and 'round
While swords and guns and uniforms
Were scattered on the ground

I am going to start Giving Up instead of Giving in
I can not do this anymore.....
I am Sorry.
I was expecting an outcome that does not exist.
How could i have done this to you?
How could I have done this to Myself?

Time to Wake Up
The World Is Changing..
I am Changing...


When the Heart Breaks; it Bleeds...