Almost Lovers...

Songwriters: Sudol, Alison Loren




Your fingertips across my skin
The palm trees swaying in the wind, images
You sang me Spanish lullabies
The sweetest sadness in your eyes, clever trick
I'd never want to see you unhappy
I thought you'd want the same for me

Goodbye, my almost lover
Goodbye, my hopeless dream
I'm trying not to think about you
Can't you just let me be?
So long, my luckless romance
My back is turned on you
Should've known you'd bring me heartache
Almost lovers always do

We walked along a crowded street
You took my hand and danced with me in the shade
And when you left you kissed my lips
You told me you would never ever forget these images, no

I cannot go to the ocean
I cannot try the streets at night
I cannot wake up in the morning
Without you on my mind
you're gone and I'm haunted
I bet you are just fine


Did I make it that easy to walk Right in and out of my life?

Quotes?...

"How the faces of love change, turning the pages. I have changed, all but you, you have remained ageless."

"Don't get so excited, if I come home a little late at night..."

"Just trust in me, as I trust in you."

"What good is a love affair, when you can't see eye to eye"

"For my mind to wonder, I dreamed of you again"

"She will find you..."

"I'm not giving you more than I can give"

"I don't know what day it is, I had to check the paper"

"I'm funny? It's becasue I am not clever"

"I do feel very fortunate to see and experience the things I have. It just makes it more important to me to keep looking for them...."

"Do you remember? Last week, how you held me tight that night? How you drove me crazy?"

"Theres no use in me, ive done everything and now, Im sick of trying. Throwing away my nights and wasting all my days...."

""Warm breaths....on your thighs"

"Slipping throguh a hole where the moon dont shine, spent too long. Kept on running, but fell behind"

"Lost my place in the light again..."

"Hold....Hold...on"

"I am very Timid. Except around you. When I am in the same room as you I become overwhelmed and my mind becomes foggy. Its oddly strange, yet enticing."

"I dont want to give up."

"No body knows where the Hell I've been..."

"

Peace in Words/ Acceptance

I drink good coffee every morning

Comes from a place that's far away

And when I'm done I feel like talking

Without you here there is less to say

I don't want you thinking I'm unhappy

What is closer to the truth

That if I lived till I was 102

I just don't think I'll ever get over you

I'm no longer moved to drink strong whisky

'Cause I shook the hand of time and I knew

That if I lived till I could no longer climb my stairs

Your face it dances and it haunts me

Your laughter's still ringing in my ears

I still find pieces of your presence here

Even after all these years

But I don't want you thinking I don't get asked to dinner

'Cause I'm here to say that I sometimes do

Even though I may soon feel the touch of "love

There's still you

"

grateful...

I'm loose
Truth
I'm Like Inception; I play with your Brain he thinks
You will Loose

Grateful

-To Breathe
-To walk down this street and feel the cold breeze
-To feel the warm sun on my bare skin and shiver
-To be able to smile
-To be able to be touched
-To feel a hand on me: a hand with some kind of meaning behind it
-To have anxiety
-To have a heart that beats and not a heart that Breaks
-TO NOT BE SCARED OF SILENCE, MINUS THE MUSIC
-To not be Alone, again...

Laugh/Smile/Love/

When I woke up this morning, things were lookin' bad



Seem like total silence was the only friend I had


Bowl of oatmeal tried to stare me down... and won


And it was twelve o'clock before I realized


That I was havin' .. no fun



But fortunately I have the key to escape reality


And you may see me tonight with an illegal smile


It don't cost very much, but it lasts a long while


Won't you please tell the man I didn't kill anyone


No I'm just tryin' to have me some fun






Last time I checked my bankroll,


It was gettin' thin


Sometimes it seems like the bottom


Is the only place I've been


I Chased a rainbow down a one-way street... dead end


And all my friends turned out to be insurance salesmen







Well, I sat down in my closet with all my overalls


Tryin' to get away


From all the ears inside my walls


I dreamed the police heard


Everything I thought... what then?


Well I went to court


And the judge's name was Hoffman






No.  I'm just tryin' to have me some fun


Well done, hot dog bun, my sister's a nun

Sweep the Ashes Please

Wish you would have told me when I was young

When I had space to fill and someone to become,
'Cause darling I'm beside myself and I don't think that you

Know which one of me you are talking to

I'm tired of trying to make it up to you

Sweeping the ashes and hiding the truth

I'm tired of pretending everything's alright

Let me feel, let me feel what I'm feeling tonight

Wish you would have warned me before today

That you had fallen out, your love had gone away

Wish I could have stopped you before you left

It was a lesson that you left behind instead,

Taking the easy way out every time

Come with me.....

I ran outside, right into you, and instantly you said you knew

that you were the only one, I'd ever need to know

You said you knew the answers

and you said, that it's just another day

I came here with a voice, a chance to make a choice

an island of a mind, with bridges built with time

I'm not saving grace, use it all the time

sometimes it gets misplaced, denies that it is mine

and then I just can't see, I get lost in misery

Come with me