Monday, April 4, 2011

Quotes?...

"How the faces of love change, turning the pages. I have changed, all but you, you have remained ageless."

"Don't get so excited, if I come home a little late at night..."

"Just trust in me, as I trust in you."

"What good is a love affair, when you can't see eye to eye"

"For my mind to wonder, I dreamed of you again"

"She will find you..."

"I'm not giving you more than I can give"

"I don't know what day it is, I had to check the paper"

"I'm funny? It's becasue I am not clever"

"I do feel very fortunate to see and experience the things I have. It just makes it more important to me to keep looking for them...."

"Do you remember? Last week, how you held me tight that night? How you drove me crazy?"

"Theres no use in me, ive done everything and now, Im sick of trying. Throwing away my nights and wasting all my days...."

""Warm breaths....on your thighs"

"Slipping throguh a hole where the moon dont shine, spent too long. Kept on running, but fell behind"

"Lost my place in the light again..."

"Hold....Hold...on"

"I am very Timid. Except around you. When I am in the same room as you I become overwhelmed and my mind becomes foggy. Its oddly strange, yet enticing."

"I dont want to give up."

"No body knows where the Hell I've been..."

"

Thursday, March 31, 2011

Peace in Words/ Acceptance

I drink good coffee every morning

Comes from a place that's far away

And when I'm done I feel like talking

Without you here there is less to say

I don't want you thinking I'm unhappy

What is closer to the truth

That if I lived till I was 102

I just don't think I'll ever get over you

I'm no longer moved to drink strong whisky

'Cause I shook the hand of time and I knew

That if I lived till I could no longer climb my stairs



Your face it dances and it haunts me

Your laughter's still ringing in my ears

I still find pieces of your presence here

Even after all these years

But I don't want you thinking I don't get asked to dinner

'Cause I'm here to say that I sometimes do

Even though I may soon feel the touch of "love
There's still you
"

Wednesday, March 30, 2011

grateful...

I'm loose
Truth
I'm Like Inception; I play with your Brain he thinks
You will Loose

Grateful

-To Breathe
-To walk down this street and feel the cold breeze
-To feel the warm sun on my bare skin and shiver
-To be able to smile
-To be able to be touched
-To feel a hand on me: a hand with some kind of meaning behind it
-To have anxiety
-To have a heart that beats and not a heart that Breaks
-TO NOT BE SCARED OF SILENCE, MINUS THE MUSIC
-To not be Alone, again...

Tuesday, March 22, 2011

Laugh/Smile/Love/

When I woke up this morning, things were lookin' bad



Seem like total silence was the only friend I had


Bowl of oatmeal tried to stare me down... and won


And it was twelve o'clock before I realized


That I was havin' .. no fun



But fortunately I have the key to escape reality


And you may see me tonight with an illegal smile


It don't cost very much, but it lasts a long while


Won't you please tell the man I didn't kill anyone


No I'm just tryin' to have me some fun






Last time I checked my bankroll,


It was gettin' thin


Sometimes it seems like the bottom


Is the only place I've been


I Chased a rainbow down a one-way street... dead end


And all my friends turned out to be insurance salesmen







Well, I sat down in my closet with all my overalls


Tryin' to get away


From all the ears inside my walls


I dreamed the police heard


Everything I thought... what then?


Well I went to court


And the judge's name was Hoffman






No.  I'm just tryin' to have me some fun


Well done, hot dog bun, my sister's a nun

Sweep the Ashes Please

Wish you would have told me when I was young
When I had space to fill and someone to become,
'Cause darling I'm beside myself and I don't think that you
Know which one of me you are talking to


I'm tired of trying to make it up to you

Sweeping the ashes and hiding the truth

I'm tired of pretending everything's alright

Let me feel, let me feel what I'm feeling tonight


Wish you would have warned me before today

That you had fallen out, your love had gone away


Wish I could have stopped you before you left

It was a lesson that you left behind instead,



Taking the easy way out every time




Come with me.....

I ran outside, right into you, and instantly you said you knew

that you were the only one, I'd ever need to know

You said you knew the answers

and you said, that it's just another day



I came here with a voice, a chance to make a choice

an island of a mind, with bridges built with time


I'm not saving grace, use it all the time

sometimes it gets misplaced, denies that it is mine

and then I just can't see, I get lost in misery


Come with me

Saturday, February 19, 2011

"I don't want your Love...."

Words. Funny little things. Everyone uses them. Few use them properly. Whether written, spoken or gestured, their power is intangible. Written in conversations or constitutions they can be freeing and protective. Used in society as labels they can be restrictive. We were taught as kids "sticks and stones may break my bones, but words will never hurt me." Could anything be further from the Truth?

Words are Powerful, so I will choose mine wisely.

I know I dreamed you to be.........You were sent into Life.

The things You wanted,
I had them for you.
You know I can not let you just slide through my hands.

Watch me Suffer

'"I don't want your love,"
I told her.

I think she took it the wrong way.

Baby, baby, baby,
come back, come back...
you didn't let me finish.

I said I don't want your love
for tax purposes.

I don't want your love
bearing the twin corpses
of tradition and overpopulation
in its arms like
dusty wedding garments.

I don't want your love
steeped in the bitter waters of jealousy,
dripping self-righteous rage in my eyes
when I look astray
and no, I don't want you
to make my bed....

I want you to help me mess it up.

I want your love raw and bleeding,
pulsating, delirious.

I want your love to rip through your body
like electricity, your back arching spasmodically
your frame barely able to contain it all.

I want your love sevenfold:
once for each of my senses
and twice more to make sure
it takes it rightful place
among the Great Wonders of the World!

I want your love
dripping from my beard
when I come up for air,
and I resent the air,
I resent the fact that I need it
when all I want to do is plunge
back into the Great Divide.

I am facing the place we came from.

Tonight,
I want your love
to bloom like a rose,
and I fully expect your thorns
to mark my back.

I'll find your most ticklish spot
and slap it
while I bite your second most ticklish spot!

I'll stick my tongue so far into your ear
I'll taste brains,
and I'll make you cum them out!

I'll overload your senses,
caressing your every part with mine
until I'm like ten lovers,
and just between you, me,
and this room full of sexy people,
tonight I'll make you scream
louder that I can!

Tonight I want your love
sweating and panting,
collapsing, then napping
in the perfect moment
before conversation
becomes relevant again.

We have pushed each other's bodies
to the breaking point
and kept each other safe-
it feels like our lives
were in each other's hands.

This is love.

No monogamy,
no drama,
no bullshit....
just love.

Call it lust if you want,
but the rose
still smells
so sweet.