Who never wept knows laughter but a jest;

Who never failed, no victory has sought;

Who never suffered, never lived his best;

Who never doubted, never really thought;

Who never feared, real courage has not shown;

Who never faltered, lacks a real intent;

Whose soul was never troubled has not Know

The Sweetness and the peace of real content.

Love is a path to virtue for the brave
Led by the beautiful; a great desire
In souls that are not perfect, but aspire
After perfection; a high hope to save
The noble heart from world-stains that deprave
Its purity, to lift it from the mire
And cleanse it through with agony and fire
Fit for a new life entered through the grave.
For even where no hero sheds his blood
The young tree suffers to produce the bud,
The parent through the offspring withereth:
And where no sweet soul bleeds to death in song
The body's pangs the bodily life prolong,
And birth is to the mother a sweet death

Nothing is Ever Clear. Nothing is said or wrote in any type of timeline. Nothing spoke is ever what it means.

do we speak in tones just to hear ourselves speaking? do you not read what you write or listen to what you say? Lies all lies. Neverending Lies. Do you know how to follow through? at all? It's looking like a limb torn off. Or altogether just taken apart. We're reeling through an endless fall. We are the ever-living ghost of what once was. And anything to make you smile. It is my better side of you to admire
But they should never take so long. Just to be over then back to another one.
But someone, they could have warned you. When things start splitting at the seams and now the whole thing's tumbling down. If things start splitting at the seams and now, "It's tumbling down. Hard. I'm dying to catch my breath. Oh why don't i ever learn. I've lost all my trust though i've surely tried to Turn it around. Don't tear me down. You've opened the door now don't let it close. I'm here on the edge again. I wish I could let it go. I know that I'm only one step away from turning around. So Damn close. So damn:fucking close.

I´ll break you down. I´ll take you down down. Fill you with sadness. Make your life madness. Give me a mile. I'll take a hundred miles. Such a mistake. Sorry you mistake. I know you´re here. I know you´re gone. I never asked you to stay. I'm having a hard Time. I'm making you do the hard time Too. I'm stuck in a bad way and I think i just might make you pay for it. I'll begin to let you go. When the sunlight melts the snow. Every night I drive away from you. I see the mountains I have yet to move. And you there You don't care. I wonder if you Wanted me like i wanted you...So pretty, so smart. Such a waste of a young heart! What a pity, what a shame: What's the matter with you, man?
It's a lonely truth that I can't change you: and you sure can't change me. It's hard as hell tonight to sleep. To close my eyes would be admitting my defeat. "No One would pay for a Ticket to see that........"

Bravo
Bravo
Please place The BlindFold on only in an aggressive manner. Don't waste my time? I like it in the dark. Don't you....................Welcome

back and forth
back and forth back and forth back and forth back and forth back and forth back
and forth back and forth back and forth back and forth.........its never ending
At a moments glance I ma here; and yet at another I am there. i can shine
bright one moment and enjoy my surroundings:(then at another I want nothing More
then to seclude to my darkness and become another.]

Do you understand
how hard it is to be two people at once? can you comprehend?

back and
forth back and forth back and forth back and forth back and forth back and forth
back and forth back and forth back and forth back and forth back and forth back
and forth. Back again...

you take my breath away. this feeling of utter
completeness like i have tonight..i miss this. i miss this side. once the storm
comes back home things will change again, i have to be someone else. i have to
be the person you want me to me and not the person i want. are wants just that?;
wants? please do tell.

i;m too of age for this. don't you agree? why
live in a City built on fear and sorrow? this is not who i am. im done. accept
it or not; decide now because tomorrow i decide for you.

who are you?
why are you here? Can you please take me away? take me to the other end of this
misery. this {Body} has had enough. yet still not enough...Meow
i'd trade my
independence for my youth once more. i'd trade one Hundred years to go back and
change my ways.:or would I? You are right; probably not. You are always right
aren't you. Silly; you are. i lie. Don;t leave me. Set me Free

i hope you enjoy your day tomorrow. you do not Deserve it. i dont know
if things will ever change. please stop. please leave me. Let me be.

{my Soul cries" on Repeat...why tonight?

tonight is the night to shine
tonight is the night to enjoy one of Life's little pleasures
i shall
wear the colors black and white yet deep down i am dying to wear the blue red
and white. i will sit in general form. act like a lady. cross my legs and try to
fit in. cover the scars on my body and blend in. enjoy the taste of my beer.
enjoy the taste of the warm meat. please hold the mustard, eh. i will admire
those who are more compensated for me for less entertaining work. i will smile
at the empty seat next to me that you once shared. i will enjoy other company
for once. it sends chills down my spine to intake the smells around me of grass
and refreshing air. the man selling my intoxication for the night has a voice
that makes me giggle. i wonder what other things this man has in his pockets
that could make me smile wider. the woman behind me yelling obscenities makes me
curious. i like her. i can feel the man to my left with his fiery eyes starring
down my shirt. quite nice aren't they sir?. i look be ind me and see hundreds. i
look in front of me and there is no one but grass and i think to myself; how did
i get so lucky? things in life like this should be free. memories that come from
nights like tonight should be written down in books and sold for free. oh the
lights. how beautiful at night they are. up, up, up, GONE....bravo. did you see
that? Yes, yes i did.
is it strange that i sit here and ponder what tomorrow
brings? ah, Sunday; we know what happens then but tomorrow. i look around and
wonder what they will all be doing tomorrow. talking up of this wonderful
entertainment we are experiencing? updating their pictures of the splendor that
came from this dark eve? I'll conform. I'll do it. i've been waiting to jump on.
or at least: Jump.

one Moment: one more sir. one for my friend too. she
needs it more then i so, please be kind. don't shake. Lets share a laugh and a
smile. next week will not be so much fun for her. her demons AR coming for her
and there is nothing i can do to save her. i take her to you, so let us enjoy
this. shall we?

oh that is the plan.

Good
Eve

tonight i feel so weak
but all in love is fair
i turn the other cheek
i feel the Slap and the Sting of the foul night air

i know you are only human
i haven't got talking room
tonight while i am making excuses
someother woman is making love to you

i'm burning alive

this is out of control
she has my heart and my body and my mind but....
tonight the Sweet Devil...the Sweet Devils' got my Soul

will this aching pass?
will this night be through?
i want to hear the breaking glass
i want to feel the steal of the Red Hot truth
i's do anything to get it out of my mind
i need some insanity or that temporary kind
tell me how to lie
will it ever be the same?
when i know she is whispering your name?
devil wants my Soul