Changes.........

What do you do when the body has given up?
Does the mind go first?
Can you still find the freedom
in letting yourself go?

Some people, pity,
they go there whole lives without anyone
How?
Is the heart broken forever?
Are the Friends gone because
of all your lies

i never felt so alone
till last night
this morning
still alone
i know you
are there
but you
are
not

I forgot how
to dance
Dance in
the streets
Love,
Live,
Laugh

Where are my priorities?
Have i sunk my feet
so deep in the sand
that i am forever
sunk?

What happens when
right in front
of you
is
Life?
Future?
Innocence?
Is innocence forgotten?
Lost?

Where have i gone?
I'm Lost

I have so much
yet so little
Never self-pity
I'm just a torn
Soul
Blessed
yet, untamed

Stop leading with the Mind
Learn to lead with the Heart

Be happy
Smile
Enjoy the fact you are
still alive.
Breathing.
Never regret.
Just move forward.
Stay true

These are the Secrets on my Pillow: Part 2

...Luca sighs and buries his nose into my neck. Such a soft mouth, such sweet breath tickeling the fuzz on my skin. I let my fingers move down his shirt, slip between two metal snaps, and pop them open to reach the fiery skin of his chest. My hands have a will of their own, circling around and around until he can stand it no longer and pushes my hand down. I rub hard, then squeeze. He moans some more and nibbles some more at my ear and whispers all hot and wonderful in Italian.

In the dim light I see the head of his cock peep out from the top of his pants. A drip of semen glistens and I touch it with the tip of my finger. Tap tap, and then I begin to swirl the sticky liquid around the nub of his rod. Two of his fingers dive into my depths, pull out, and dive in again, pushing me up against the back of my seat. I'm about to cry out. He claps a hand to my mouth just in time, muffling my groan.

A timid tap on my shoulder. I start, stunned out of my reverie. I am sweating. I look at my watch and see that two hours have gone by. I am being asked to return my seat to its original upright position. We are preparing for landing...................................

Part 3...

Charm

We can never go home
We no longer have one
I'll help you carry the load
I'll carry you in my arms
The kiss of the snow


The crescent moon above us
Our blood is cold
And we're alone
But I'm alone with you


Help me to carry the fire
We will keep it alight together
Help me to carry the fire
It will light our way forever


If I say shut your eyes
If I say look away
Bury your face in my shoulder
Think of a birthday


The things you put in your head
They will stay here forever

Why Men Cheat

Contemplation, lack of dedication, quick penetration,


Too much information about other women's sensations,

Flirtation, not man enough to commit to masturbation

To avoid the temptation,

Lack of conversation, causing frustration,

Navigation to another female who's a poor imitation.

The lies, the suspense when you cheat,

Deceit,

The finesse, her caress,

Taking your woman's kindness for weakness.

Lack of trust, the lust,

The attraction,

Fantasies about taking action,

The plight, causing arguments leading to fights,

So you can try to sneak out another night.

The misconception of your woman's perception,

She's been aware of his ways since the inception

But didn't want to face the rejection

And as she stares at her reflection,

She realizes why men cheat,

There is no exception.





"Love him or leave him but, never feel like you need him".

Panic

I am Going into Serious Meltdown mode................


I sit on my bathroom floor at quarter to Eleven
Panic Attack sets in after my Warm shower
As i listen on Western Ave to the Ambulance go by
I welcome Joy
because i am not the one in it.

My heart is Dying
My lungs collapsing
My Heart Racing

Not one word can save me now
My mind goes blank
for every thought that fires my Attack
is You

I need to Erase this
Erase the You
Im so sorry Sir,
I can not do this anymore

Please
Save me from all this Pain

Deep Breath sets in
Releases the Anger
Release the Pain
Release the Fear
Release
comes tears.............

All or nothing