The Characters:

-A Man is often secretly oppressed by the Role he has to Play-by Always having to be Responsible, in Control, and Rational.

-A Woman never quite feels Desired and Appreciated enough. She wants Attention, but a man is too often Distracted and Unresponsive.

-Most people have dreams in their Youth that get Shattered or worn Down with Age. They find themselves Disappointed by People, Events, Reality, which cannot match their Youthful Ideals.

-Most of us feel Trapped within the Limited Roles that the World expects us to Play. We are instantly attracted to those who are more Fluid than we are-those who create their own Persona.

-Childhood is the Golden Paradise we are always consciously or unconsciously trying to re-create.

-The Ability to Delay Satisfaction is the Ultimate Art of Seduction- while waiting, the Victim is held in Thrall.

-Charm is Seduction without Sex.

-Charisma is a presence that Excites us. It comes from an inner quality-self confidence, sexual energy, sense of Purpose, contentment- that most people Lack and Want.

-Daily Life is Harsh, and most of us Constantly seek Escape from its fantasies and Dreams.

Twas not my lips you kissed but my soul

-They are all Sheep in Wolves Clothing

-Complexity gives you Power

-Emotionally Cold. Physically Hot.

-An alluring Style of dress, a Suggestive Glace, something Extreme about You.

-Create Such a Power by hinting at something Contradictory about Yourself.

-Early in Seduction, less colorful Words are often more effective than Vivid ones.

-Learn to Disguise your feelings and let people figure out what is happening for Themselves.

-In all arenas of your life, you should Never give the impression that your are angling for Something-that will raise Resistance that you will Never Lower.

-"A Woman is much better persuaded that she is Loved by what she guesses than by what she is Told."

-The opposite Sex IS a Foreign Land

-Establish a Neutral distance, seem Harmless, and you give Yourself room to Move.

-Whatever you do, and whatever kind of Seduction you are practicing, you must at all Cost avoid the Natural tendency to crowd your Targets. Do not Make the Mistake of thinking they will lose interest unless you apply pressure, or that they will enjoy a Flood of Attention. Too much Attention early on will actually just suggest insecurity, and raise doubts to your motives. Worst of all, it gives your Targets no room for Imagination. Take a step back: let the thoughts you are provoking come to them as if they were their own. This is doubly important if you are dealing with someone who has a profound effect on you.

-We are all Creatures who cannot stand feeling that we are obeying someone Else's Will.

-"There is nothing more Effective in Seduction than making the Seduced think that they are the ones doing the Seducing."

-Spinsterhood seemed to be her Fate.

-Stop giving False Hope.

-If they wanted you; They would Come Find You.

-Mistakes become Regrets!

-Challenge is Pleasure.

-We all want to be Seduced; we yearn to be drawn out of ourselves, out of our Routines and into the Drama of Eros. And what Draws us more than anything is the feeling that Someone has something we Don't, a Quality we Desire.

-The greatest Lack of Excitement and Adventure, which is precisely what Seduction offers.

-Seduction demands attention, and Busy People have too little space in their Minds for you to Occupy.

-I wish Someone Could Hear me.

Friday Eve

The night has Ended.
The Moon is Full and we are Here.
This grin, Oh, this Grin.
Flattered by my Hips
Shocked at my Shake.
My Lips Burn.
A Hand on the Back makes me Shiver
A Hand Between My Legs makes Me Cum.

I have had many a card Dealt
But tonight
Oh, Tonight.
Tonight is Over
Yet, i can still smell you on my Hands.

My Hair Tousled in Every Direction
My Clothes scattered on My Floor
My Heart still Beating Heavily as i sit here Now.
My Neck still Burning
My Legs have Given out their Weight
My Eyes are Burned with the Vision
My arms have Lost their Weight.
My Mind has Lost its Conscience.

Oh, it is only Friday Eve,
A Night so Long Forgotten
A Night never Hidden.

I am Learning to hate you more and more with each passing Day.
If you do not know me by now, you Will Never know me.

There is something that makes me Crave Touch.
A touch that can only come from Certain People.
i think about it so much it Consumes Me.
i can Smell it

There is something Exotic about something so simple.
The Way a Man takes off his Shirt.
if he grabs from the Front over his head not good
if he grabs from the back, upper Neck Line....?
This excites Me.
it May not see much because it is so simple
To me
it means so Much.
it Means More touch.
It Means more Aggressiveness.

This is what i crave.
Have you lost yours?

I need to Close My Eyes

you sounded so good on the phone
all moved up and all moved on
me and gravity we never could agree
I can almost see the sky
when I need to close my eyes
you're the only thing that's worth holding on to

angel you write about beautiful things
and all I want to do is believe
but I traded my dreams for this mess of memories
and they just stopped working for me

I'm not a monster I believe
like a liar would believe
helps me navigate the wooden smiles, the raging sea
all my heroes pull their heads
like a fighter would I guess
no one ever really likes getting older

Deception....

The Clock Reads 9:11 and reminds me I need to seek Your Help.

Even the Chair i sit in now is in the Shape of a Heart and it Displeases me. I need to mend this Wounded Heart. My Demons are out tonight and there is nothing I can do to Close my door. I have tried so Hard to Turn back the hand of time and Not Repeat the Same Mistakes. Slipping through a hole in in Time where the Moon does not shine. i have spent too Long to have what you have. I need to change direction. I have Lost my place in the Light again. I am going to put this on the Shelf and let the Dust settle in. The Keys on my computer Look overly Large Tonight.

I am all for Love. But i can not see the Light. How do i get this right?

I don't want to give up....

Nobody knows where the Hell i have been. Keep on getting stuck up in the same ol'scene. I like the Eroticism though. I like the Emptiness. Is that so Wrong?

I look at you. i look at Her. I look at Him. I Look at Them. I am trying to fit in.

I dont believe in Paying for it, but She Does.

Tell me how to Do it. Tell Me how i am Going to Get This Right.

Have i come upon the Age of no turning Back? Have I been given Too Many chances already? Has my Time Passed?

Is there anything too look forward to past the Age of Thirty? Is there anything to look forward to this Summer? I could write a Book of Your Excuses "Billy"..

Theres no use in me Trying. I have done Everything and I am so Fucking tired of Trying.

She is beautiful. Take Her.


What is the Point of being Happy if we are just Destined to Be Lonely in the End?
Am I in the better position? Do i take for granted what i have in Jealousy of what you have? Will you end up Alone just Like Me?

Are You Jealous of My Space?
My heart Cries for you....

Crying
Who does that anymore?

I do.
it makes me realize i can still Feel.


Everything happens the way we choose it to.
Everything that happens is what we want.
There is no such Luck or Bad Luck.
We Make it What it Is.

You are Alone
Because you choose to be Alone

We are Lonely
Because we choose to be Lonely.
It drives me Mad.

We are Upset
Because we choose to be upset

We are Happy
Not because We choose to be Happy
Because we are the Lucky ones

We Cheat
Because we choose to Cheat and Hurt Others.

We are Let Down.
Because we choose to be Let Down.




My Mind is a Plethora of Possibilities and i can not straighten them out.
I confuse Myself
Therefore, I make unaware decisions.


Cut out the Sorrow She Says
Cut out the Pain she Says
Cut out the Lies she Says
Cut out the Deception she Says
Cut out the Whores she Says
Cut out the Interruptions she Says
Cut out the Stealing she Says
Cut out the Bullshit she Says

Your words are Bullshit! Fuck you and the Ship you Sailed in On! Nah, not really, but you do tell a good Story Love...


I have nothing to Loose..
Except my Dignity.
Except My Age.
Except My Soul.

Pray for Me.

Being Fake is the Easiest thing I can Be. I have gathered up too muchfor one Plate and I am now starting to feel Full. I am going to Stop the Eating for Awhile. I am tired of being the Mistress. I am tired of Feeling HelpLess. Its not my nature. I should have Walked Away a Long time Ago.



I miss those blue eyes
How you kiss me at night
I miss the way we sleep

Like there's no sunrise
Like the taste of your smile
I miss the way we breathe

But I never told you
What I should have said
No, I never told you
I just held it in

And now,
I miss everything about you
Can't believe that I still want you
And after all the things we've been through
I miss everything about you
Without you

I see your blue eyes
Everytime I close mine
You make it hard to see
Where I belong to
When I'm not around you

Aggiornata sono le creature.

Come si può veramente definire indipendenza? Si tratta soltanto di una libertà dal controllo e l'influenza degli altri? Forse è il potere di agire, parlare e pensare senza vincoli imposti dall'esterno. Altri potrebbero gettare le loro fiches sulla idea che l'indipendenza e la libertà sono le più pure forme di immunità da un obbligo o dovere specifico. Credo che la libertà è un'idea troppo noioso per la maggior parte. La maggior parte delle scelte sono basate sul presupposto (da uno a un subconscio boot) che la libertà è noiosa, la sofferenza è interessante e stimolante. E 'stato affermato più volte nel corso della storia, che la sofferenza è la via verso la libertà grazie alla loro perseveranza rivolta o dell'anima umana.
libertà Ultimate è follia. Se la libertà finale sono stati raggiunti da alcuna creatura sensoriale, poi disse sensoriale creatura cesserebbe di sentire le punture di qualsiasi tipo freccia, proiettile, o una parola deittici e, pertanto, sarebbe caduto di esistere ... nel regno delle imperceptibilit y. .. eretici cazzo del mondo ... uniscono nel comprendere che è una sofferenza eresia modulo. Eresia ci dà la nostra quota della libertà sconosciuta di ogni cosa. Se la gente non fosse così interessato a combattere perl'idea di indipendenza totale, allora non ci sarebbe niente da fare, ma ... essere liberi. Affascinante, non è vero? La possibilità di essere libero ... su tutte le estremità ... attraverso un patto. Perché non cogliere l'occasione? Perché la libertà è troppo noioso.

Blurb che blurb. Andiamo a ottenere alcuni panini più nocca.

Cheers.