Dear Fairy Godmother.....

Dear Fairy Godmother,

I write to you to thank you for all the fairy tale endings you have given us, but we need to talk about what you have done for me lately....

I live in a fairy tale, somewhere too far for you to find. I have forgotten the taste and smell of the world that I left behind. I know its all about the exposure of "the lens". The angles were all wrong though. I find myself ripping wings off of butterflies now; can you figure this out? Keep smiling? You told me "keep your feet on the ground when your head's in the clouds". Well, go get your shovel and we'll dig a deep hole to bury the castle I have been living in.

So anyways, one day he found me crying coiled up on the dirty ground. My prince finally came to save me and the rest you can figure out. But it was a trick and the clock struck 12. "Well make sure to build your house brick by boring brick or the wolves are gonna blow it down" you said... Really?

You built up a world of magic for me because my real life is tragic. If it's not real and you can't hold it in your hand you can't feel it with your heart and I won't believe it. But if it's true you can see it with your eyes or even in the dark, k? Just so we are clear.........

All my love Bitch,

Cinderella

Your "little" life to come....

Your baby blues
So full of wonder
Your curly cues
Your contagious smile
And as I watch
You start to grow up
All I can do is hold you tight

Knowing clouds will rage
And storms will race in
But you will be safe in my arms
Rains will pour down
Waves will crash all around
But you will be safe....

Story books full of fairy tales
Of kings and queens and the bluest skies
My heart is torn just in knowing
You'll someday see the truth from lies

Castles they might crumble
Dreams may not come true
But you are never all alone
Because I will always
Always love you

Literary Interpretations.....

Dear Glinda,

I followed the yellow brick road as you advised. I encountered many interesting characters, some friends, some foes. As always, I had Toto with me, and even made wonderful friends with the Munchkins. I was hopelessly tailed by a cowardly lion lacking courage, a total sissy. A stiff, tin man who not only had no heart, but had no flexibility and constantly needed more "oil." And of course there was the brainless scarecrow, this one was so soft and stupid, I couldn't help but feel sorry. Not to mention I had to contend with flying monkeys throughout my ordeal. Emerald City truly opened my eyes to the realities of the world. When the I found out the Wicked Witch would never be able to take my ruby slippers, and all that was need to defeat her was water, everything changed. It allowed me to discover that the Man behind the Curtain was not an all powerful Wizard, and that I had the answers within me all along. It was a life changing experience... or was it all a dream?


Give the Lollipop Kids my love.

Somewhere over the Rainbow,
Dorthy

Hello.....Goodbye

Was it you who spoke the words that things would happen but not to me?
All things are gonna happen naturally
Oh, taking your advice and I'm looking on the bright side
And balancing the whole thing.

Oh, but at often times those words get tangled up in a lines
And the bright light turns to night
Oh, until the dawn it brings
Another day to sing about the magic that was you and I

Cause you and I both loved
What you and I spoke of
And others just read of
Others only read of, of the love
Of the love that I love

See I'm all about them words
Over numbers, unencumbered numbered words;
Hundreds of pages, pages, pages for words.
More words than I had ever heard, and I feel so alive.

And with this silence brings a moral story
More importantly evolving is the glory of a woman

I'm Almost Free...

And it's okay if you had to go away
Oh, just remember that telephones
Well, they work out of both ways
But if I never ever hear them ring
If nothing else I'll think the bells inside
Have finally found you someone else and that's okay
Cause I'll remember everything you say

Well I'm almost finally, finally
Out of words

Just a thought....

I have made a lot of mistakes in my life but none as large as this. I move too fast because I am scared life will pass me up if I slow down. The sad part?; I can not change what has happened....

its been awhile....

I guess I am not as damaged as I thought........I almost let go and Lost control....

"Break Me"

I will meet you
In some place
Where the light lends itself
To soft repose
I will let you undress me
But I warn you
I have thorns
Like any rose

And you could hurt me
With your bare hands
You could hurt me
With with the sharp end
Of what you say
But I'm lost to you now
And there's no
Amount of reason
That could save me

Feels like being underwater
Now that I've let go
And lost control
Water kisses fill my mouth
Water fills my soul

Kiss me once
Well, maybe twice

Break Me..................